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Friday, March 7, 2008 ; 2:03 AMâ™¥

小傑.;

HERE ARE SUM POEMS HAHAS^^

As I step off
Air rushes through my body
I feel as if I’m flying
My hair, flying behind me
I turn my head ever so slightly
To see him leaning over the side
The ground is now close
I close my eyes and hardness
Rips right through me
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I sit here and cry,
Oh god I want to die,
But death just wont come,
Till I run out of blood.
I wont pull that trigger,
Until you say go,
The cuts are getting bigger,
You can’t tell me no.
Things are getting harder,
Its just not fair,
The voices are getting louder,
And I don’t care.
I’ll hold my breath,
Until I can’t hold it much longer,
One day it will be death,
When I stop breathing forever.
I can’t take this pain,
Your not here to help,
I’ll cut to a vain,
And I wont even yelp.
I’ll put myself down,
I learn to stop eating,
Until all I do is frown,
And stand there tearing.
My hands will shake,
My face will whiten,
You can’t call me a fake,
When I’ve only been hurtin’.
You don’t know the half of it,
You don’t know the whole,
I will be buried in the pit,
Of my only role.
I’ll burn in hell,
that’s what they say,
that’s just swell,
I’ll be gone every day.
Good bye to you ,
Farewell to them,
I finally went through,
And now I’m just dead.
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I wish that I could be with you
And hold you in my arms,
Whisper all my love to you
And kiss away your tears.
I wish that I could take your cares
And put them all away
,Neatly folded into drawers
While pleasure lights your smile.
I wish that joy could step inside
Your heart and stay awhile,
And all the rain could turn into
A rainbow in the sun.
And all our loneliness like mist
Could fade into the blue,
A memory of sad, hard times
That happened long ago.
But I cannot come home right now,
And you cannot come here;
And so our dreams must be the fields
On which we laugh and play.
If life cannot be what we want,I
t will, it will be so;
For love can turn the harshest light
To gold through sheer affection.
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I'm so sad and depressed
Is all I want to do is rest
I go to sleep at night
But my dreams
I just can't fight
I think of you lying in that bed
And wonder if there is anything
I could have said
I wish you were still here
But I know that you are still nearI
love you more than you know
I just wish you didn't have to go
I just want one more day with you
And I know thats what you would have wanted too
I miss you more and more each day
There is so much more we had to say
I know I will see you again
But my life is just started to begin.
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There he is,
Just standing there
As usual.
I see the wind caressing his skinand I think:
I wish I could be the wind
That caresses his skin and goes slow through his shiny curls.
Then I see the rain
Falling down slowly.
Landing on his forehead,
slowly going down his cheek
then keeps on falling until it reaches his lips.
I think again:
I wish I could be the rain
That caresses his lips
as slow as it canignoring how time just passes by.
And I think one last time...
I wish I could be anythingthat involves the act of touch
Then that way i can show him,
I can show him how much I really love him.
And ask him:I
f you only knew that I exist,
Would you want to be anythingthat has contact with me asmuch as I do?
In other words...
Would u love me?
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Nothing in this world can explain how I feel
I can't believe the love I have for you is oh so real
You are my pride and joy and I adore you so much
It's not just your personality it's also your gentle touch
Everything about you is just so wonderfult
he time we spend together is just unbelievableY
ou are a part of me,
and without you
I'm no good
I will do any and everything to stay with you just like I know you would
The love of my life the man that I adore
Each day I see you
I Love you More & More
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i am too wuliiao , hahas